The year is finally ending! so fast. it really did seem like yesterday when i remembered it was the end of last year. Alot of things have changed, so fast, so much. i guess i shall write some things to wrap up the year into memories. 2007.
hmmz, what can i say? O's are one lot of history for me now, heh. Secondary school is really gonna be memories now, though it wasent particuarly a sweet ending, i'm kinda glad everyting's all Over and that i'm gonna write a new chapter of my life. I'll miss all the fun i had, and everything precious. It is this reason i guess all the more i'll look forward to the new year.
Haha, ok enough rubbish, I had this really horrible nightmare last night. For awhile i thought it was real, then i realised i dozed off.. how stupid. I hate all these kinda wierd dreams i get. Not fun at all.
Backtracking afew days. I've finally turned 16!!! :D My drama friends really gave me a memoriable party, one that i would not forget. They actually made me believe they FORGOT my birthday so i went out with my other friends instead and it so happened that ALL of them were collaborating some nonsence to surprise me. I spent the afternoon in the beach at sentosa playing volleyball and frisbee. I LOVE the beach! especially the sand running through your toes. its such a nice and smooth feeling, though sand is supposed to be coarse and rough. And i got thrown into the sea too.. clap clap. Its not too bad la.. i just hate sand getting into my hair, and my hair tasting disgustingly salty! And I'm still not legal ENOUGH to start drinking cocktails yet. Stupid waitress at the bar. hmph! But anyways they all gave me a GREEN crumpler which i love alot, a $20 kinokuniya voucher, a shirt from bangkok.. and actually there are more i havent collected! haha. I love all my friends! :)
A special tribute, i would just like to say Thank You Tims, Ben, Prash, Ethel, Diane, Vinodh, Cecilia, Amiel, Kenny, Joel, Kenneth, Candice, Wesley, David, Arunan, Xiaojia!
Thank you all for making my birthday so memorial!
16 most beloved
16 members on the hall of fame for my 16th birthday! :)
Guess thats why they call it sweet 16!
I just have the urge to confess out something which not everyone knows i think. I read this post off my friend's blog and i thought it made so much sense. It's so strange when everyone in sec sch suddenly start to have their own crushes and infactuation. I too had my fair share of all that crap.. haha. But honestly, I've only fallen in love once. I'm not so sure if another case would be considered my second time, but i guess i'll just let time unfold out everything. Well, i'm not some playboy or whatever you maybe thinking off. Infact, i was like totally shut out of these kinda things in sec 1 and 2.. until proberbly half way thorugh sec 3 when i went on a school trip combined with MG to japan. i guess that was a turning point in my social life and love life. Its not a nice sweet fairytale story ending if you thought it was. It never really lasted long enough. 6 months i would say isnt a very long time. It was not easy to get over it. I guess i wasent really cut out for this kinda stuff then. But then, i 've learnt a very valuable lesson too. i quote from prash..
simply put,when your in love,we teenagers have the idea of love to be as such-
1)if he/she cant go out regularly,we become depressed.
2)you are everything.like we go out with the person everyday.let me emphasize everyday.you think your love's world revolves around you and you only?you think he/she has no friends?think.
i realised that i am a part of someone's life, not the whole thing. Even though they may be the whole part of my life.. haha. But i guess i've learnt this really important lesson, i hope i dun make the same mistake i did again.
Well, the new year would be like in just an hour or so. I wished i could have gone out today. But i've been going out alittle too much lately. Sadly i still have my free movie voucher from GV for my birthday which i HAVENT used :( and it expires today.. wow. I'm so sad la, i didnt catch any movies this holiday. Oh well, but i stayed at home and watched Pride and Prejudice and Terminater 3 instead. I have to say Pride and Prejudice is quite a sweet and touching show. I like it! Wonder why i never watched it before. And i finally swam again! Like after so long. haha, i didnt swim since my O's ended cos it was raining everyday throughout the holiday.. so annoying, and when its not raining the pool will be FULL of people which is so annoying and it makes me not wanna swim. But its my form of destress i guess.. I dun have to think about anything when i'm swimming except to stick out my head to breathe!
Okay, last paragraph!
I really wish everyone all the best for the upcomming year, i know it would be a blessed year which more good things would happen.
God bless you and your family richly and may you grow stronger and wiser in the years to come.
I'll really treasure all the friendships i have and i do hope that i would not lose any of the awesome friendships i have now but instead our the friendship grow stronger. I hope that we can build and share good memories in the comming year and have as much fun as possible! And i'm really sorry if i've been or i am such an ass at some times. Please forgive me! :D
Love you all!
nick.
Monday, December 31, 2007
Friday, December 28, 2007
Multi-coloured
a really random ridiculous looking drawing by a friend to cheer me up like after i was so annoyed!
but then again i guess its really so ridiculously cute it did make me smile :)
but then again i guess its really so ridiculously cute it did make me smile :)
Thursday, December 13, 2007
The Test
What Kind of Girl Will You Fall For? | |
 | You will fall for the cutie. You like girls with a personality. She's got to have a nice smile and a sense of humor. Although she doesn't have to be a model, she has to be that girl-next-door. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
What Kind of Drink Are You? | |
 | You are a Cosmopolitan. You are quiet and content. You don't stand out too much, but you don't mind and don't care what people think of you. You don't need everything to be perfect, as long as you get what matters. Sure, you may be 'girly' and you may not be the smartest, craziest or most refined, but you really like yourself, and that's fine by you. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are You? | |
 | You are Winnie the Pooh. Oh, bother. You are sweet, simple, and popular for your honesty and goodwill. Though you may be the biggest personality in the woods, you sometimes need the help of others in the brains department! |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Famous Artist Are You? | |
 | You are Andy Warhol. Your artistic talent became clear at an early age. As a result, you are still developing your talent now, chasing the dream. A big fan of commercial art, you see greatness in the ordinary. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Office Character Are You? | |
 | You are Michael. Deep down, you are caring and good-natured, but you often express yourself in insensitive ways. Though you always try your hardest to make your talents be seen, you could use a little more self-awareness to avoid being awkward. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Action Hero Are You? | |
 | You are Daniel Craig. Bond, James Bond. Keep up your suave style but don't forget to remain a bad ass. Money and romance is more your style, so don't get your hands too dirty. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
What Should You Have Done After High School? | |
 | You should have gone to Junior College. You live in the moment, and after a 12 years of school, this is the moment to kick back and relax. A part-time student is a smart student in your book. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which College Major Should You Be? | |
 | Your major should be Art. You are sensitive, creative, and you don't follow established rules. Unfortunately, you'll have to follow some rules if you ever want that promotion at Starbucks. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Pixar Character Are You? | |
 | You are part Nemo. Your are the rebel in the group. You do things differently, not because you think they should be done that way, but because your Mommy told you not to do such "bad" things. This is cool if you ask us, and we are pretty sure your friends agree. |
 | You are part Woody. You've got an overall well-rounded character, but your insecurity sticks out like a sore thumb. If you ever want to recapture your past stardom, you're going to have to accept that the game has changed and you'll need some help. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
What City Should You Live In? | |
 | You should live in Paris. The city of lights will appeal to your appreciation of beauty and romance. You are a lover and a poet by nature, and Paris' sensitive charms will be a perfect match for yours. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Distinction
today was so funny
everything was so slack, basically i went to school to laugh all day. the lessons were all so relax. triple amath, talk talk talk. emath, more talk. double lit, even more talk. why? cos the teachers are no where to be found. but seriously, i've not had such a good laugh like this for such a long long time already. i laugh so hard till i got stomach cramps, but it was a good feeling. memories memories of the past. all the funny things about OBS and games we play as little boys. i still don't understand how anyone can enjoy something called maple. its so stupid.
prelims are over, dang still got a double digit. but i'm happy, about my improvment. everyone seems to be getting single though. nevermind, now prelim i give chance, let them win.. O level my turn to win.
Honour's Night in 6 days.. as usual, the king gets distinction :D
chinese, OMG i got a 21/30 for mcq section during prelims.. big improvement from C6..
actually, i'm so tired now.
zzz...
everything was so slack, basically i went to school to laugh all day. the lessons were all so relax. triple amath, talk talk talk. emath, more talk. double lit, even more talk. why? cos the teachers are no where to be found. but seriously, i've not had such a good laugh like this for such a long long time already. i laugh so hard till i got stomach cramps, but it was a good feeling. memories memories of the past. all the funny things about OBS and games we play as little boys. i still don't understand how anyone can enjoy something called maple. its so stupid.
prelims are over, dang still got a double digit. but i'm happy, about my improvment. everyone seems to be getting single though. nevermind, now prelim i give chance, let them win.. O level my turn to win.
Honour's Night in 6 days.. as usual, the king gets distinction :D
chinese, OMG i got a 21/30 for mcq section during prelims.. big improvement from C6..
actually, i'm so tired now.
zzz...
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Secret
Its just a song
one that comes with so much meaning and memories
it is more than what it sounds
it holds something,
which its name explains it all
Secret.
my secret for you dear
one that comes with so much meaning and memories
it is more than what it sounds
it holds something,
which its name explains it all
Secret.
my secret for you dear
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Only Hope
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that
I am At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.
Dedicated to the one and only
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that
I am At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.
Dedicated to the one and only
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Disintegrated
6 more papers to go! how time really flies. science is now all the past. 31/40 for bio mcq, 27/40 for chem mcq :( there flies my A! -sob sob- i could do better! darn it, all cos i forgot to drink my brand's essence of chicken today!
Afternoon papers give me a headache somehow... cos my entire daily routine is now lopsided. but i get to wake up later! :P which means i sleep later too... somehow. but each day is always fun and interesting to destress me and make me forget all the stress, for awhile. there was a joker today who didn't shade the OAS sheet for physics mcq... so stupid! and another fella who arrived late for the chem paper and made everyone wait! hmph, oh wells.. and the usual -people caught talking and made to stand up, handphone alarms ringing off. today's one was the MRT 'doors closing' ringtone..
Afternoon papers make me hungry too! very hungry. i need to snack more. really alot more. i saw Mrs Loh's adopted baby daughter today at serene centre where she was coaching amaths.. SO CUTE! big round eyes staring at you.. >_<
Amath Amath Amath.. groans, i need to cover integration.. sigh. stupid chapter. stupid person who invented integration.
Arunan's Birthday! must give him an umbrella that says "I'm not an Umbrella!" :D and let him sing in the rain.. lalalaaa
I'm gonna be so bored after Prelims, theres just some things i want to do..
I love chocolate
I feel i'm so random today. so much for integration, my brain must have been disintegrated. hmmz
Afternoon papers give me a headache somehow... cos my entire daily routine is now lopsided. but i get to wake up later! :P which means i sleep later too... somehow. but each day is always fun and interesting to destress me and make me forget all the stress, for awhile. there was a joker today who didn't shade the OAS sheet for physics mcq... so stupid! and another fella who arrived late for the chem paper and made everyone wait! hmph, oh wells.. and the usual -people caught talking and made to stand up, handphone alarms ringing off. today's one was the MRT 'doors closing' ringtone..
Afternoon papers make me hungry too! very hungry. i need to snack more. really alot more. i saw Mrs Loh's adopted baby daughter today at serene centre where she was coaching amaths.. SO CUTE! big round eyes staring at you.. >_<
Amath Amath Amath.. groans, i need to cover integration.. sigh. stupid chapter. stupid person who invented integration.
Arunan's Birthday! must give him an umbrella that says "I'm not an Umbrella!" :D and let him sing in the rain.. lalalaaa
I'm gonna be so bored after Prelims, theres just some things i want to do..
I love chocolate
I feel i'm so random today. so much for integration, my brain must have been disintegrated. hmmz
I Won't Last A Day Without You
Day after day I must face a world of strangers
Where I don't belong, I'm not that strong
It's nice to know that there's someone I can turn to
Who will always care, you're always there
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
So many times when the city seems to be without a friendly face
A lonely place
It's nice to know that you'll be there if I need you
And you'll always smile, it's all worthwhile
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
Touch me and I end up singing
Troubles seem to up and disappear
You touch me with the love you're bringing
I can't really lose when you're near
If all my friends have forgotten half their promises
They're not unkind, just hard to find
One look at you and I know that I could learn to live
Without the rest, I found the best
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
Where I don't belong, I'm not that strong
It's nice to know that there's someone I can turn to
Who will always care, you're always there
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
So many times when the city seems to be without a friendly face
A lonely place
It's nice to know that you'll be there if I need you
And you'll always smile, it's all worthwhile
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
Touch me and I end up singing
Troubles seem to up and disappear
You touch me with the love you're bringing
I can't really lose when you're near
If all my friends have forgotten half their promises
They're not unkind, just hard to find
One look at you and I know that I could learn to live
Without the rest, I found the best
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
When there's no getting over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But I won't last a day without you
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
shhh
i must do well for my other subjects now! i must get a 1 for bio. MUST! i'm so obscessed with that. i've studied so hard for it. i must get a 1. i will get a 1 cos i wanna be a doctor. i've wasted almost 6 good hours sleeping away cos i didnt have the mood. omg, whats wrong with me! i don't care, i'll shut myself out and intensive bio tonight all the way. if theres anything that i can get a 1, its bio. because bio is my everything now.
chanting chanting bio bio...
no music, no computer for 2 whole hours... i'll not sleep if i touch these. i dun even know why i'm on the computer now... i should be studying without it during prelims.. urgh, stupid stupid stupid.
chanting chanting bio bio...
no music, no computer for 2 whole hours... i'll not sleep if i touch these. i dun even know why i'm on the computer now... i should be studying without it during prelims.. urgh, stupid stupid stupid.
the question
i've just talked to my form teacher on advice on whether i should re take chinese. i really dunno what i want. i hate these kinda decisions where i'm trapped inbetween so many things. it makes me feel so indecisive. and the stupid dateline is tomorrow! i mean, i dun wanna take chinese anymore. it seemed like a century ago since i last wrote a chinese word. but now i got a 6! my parents say no harm in retaking as its very safe if i can do better. i'm pressured on both sides now. its true theres incentives to retake. but its battling inside me whether i should or not. half says yes, the other says no. i need to talk to my chinese teacher tommorow. i've let my chinese teachers down.. really.
the number 6
getting my lazy butt off my bed to type this, finally i've regained some strenght to do some work...
2 killer papers down, hist ss and chem. all which i actually did really mug hard for. i wanna get a 2 from each of them. after all, i need to show some improvement yea? and i'll really need that great encouragement after getting a 6 for chinese. 6!! woohooo, i passed!!! and its sure a sign that i'll get 6 pts for O's too :D. i'm just in a dilemna on whether to retake it or not. sure theres no harm in retaking, but i dunno...
somehow i dun feel the mood to do work.. all hte subs that i'm prepared for are passing by... the nightmare comes when physics, amaths, lit and emaths come... cos i've not even started on them! but i hope to do better for eng too.
i'm hungry
2 killer papers down, hist ss and chem. all which i actually did really mug hard for. i wanna get a 2 from each of them. after all, i need to show some improvement yea? and i'll really need that great encouragement after getting a 6 for chinese. 6!! woohooo, i passed!!! and its sure a sign that i'll get 6 pts for O's too :D. i'm just in a dilemna on whether to retake it or not. sure theres no harm in retaking, but i dunno...
somehow i dun feel the mood to do work.. all hte subs that i'm prepared for are passing by... the nightmare comes when physics, amaths, lit and emaths come... cos i've not even started on them! but i hope to do better for eng too.
i'm hungry
Thursday, August 9, 2007
Happy Birthday
Holiday!
such a wonderful break before prelims, to sleep sleep and do whatever i want! and i lost my mood for studying for that.. oh wells, prelims in 4 days! counting down. i'm not abit worried, as for mids.. but this time i know i did study, well abit more then mids anyway.. haha
National Day celebrations in school were nothing much but waving the singapore flag and act like patriotic citizens, well, i had plenty of fun.. playing and releasing those helium filled ballons tied to the stand next to me. i felt like a child again, having so much fun being fasinated by flying balloons. it was quite a funny sight, seeing ballons flying up half way through the parade. the work and art of my mischievouness :D i spent the other half of my time eating the snacks i smuggled into the stadium..
then i felt like i wanted to waste some time, so i went over to visit estelle at her grandparent's house for a short while just for the company and to chit chat abit.. seriously, i need to talk to people more, or else i'll die crazy from being stuck at home mugging for prelims.
anyways, i'm eating, i'm sleeping, i'm listening to music, i'm watching movies.. theres troy tonight! and i'm trying my best to do some work too.. sigh, bet everyone else is mugging back home so hard but i'm just so relac
i figured i couldnt do history anymore so i left it one side to let my brain rest.. and i'm doing abit of chem just to keep everything in my head.. just revision of organic chem and i think i should be prepared at least with foundation knowledge.
whee, holiday holiday holiday
i love the song Only Hope by mandy moore.. its sounds so sweet, and she is kinda pretty, with the right type of hairstyle. and i wanna learn it on the piano. i will after my prelims at least.. and i'll add it to my personal list of songs, The Phantom Of The Opera, Just The Way You Are, Magic Waltz, Love Story... and this will be my fifth, perhaps can u feel the love tonight after that.
i love music!
such a wonderful break before prelims, to sleep sleep and do whatever i want! and i lost my mood for studying for that.. oh wells, prelims in 4 days! counting down. i'm not abit worried, as for mids.. but this time i know i did study, well abit more then mids anyway.. haha
National Day celebrations in school were nothing much but waving the singapore flag and act like patriotic citizens, well, i had plenty of fun.. playing and releasing those helium filled ballons tied to the stand next to me. i felt like a child again, having so much fun being fasinated by flying balloons. it was quite a funny sight, seeing ballons flying up half way through the parade. the work and art of my mischievouness :D i spent the other half of my time eating the snacks i smuggled into the stadium..
then i felt like i wanted to waste some time, so i went over to visit estelle at her grandparent's house for a short while just for the company and to chit chat abit.. seriously, i need to talk to people more, or else i'll die crazy from being stuck at home mugging for prelims.
anyways, i'm eating, i'm sleeping, i'm listening to music, i'm watching movies.. theres troy tonight! and i'm trying my best to do some work too.. sigh, bet everyone else is mugging back home so hard but i'm just so relac
i figured i couldnt do history anymore so i left it one side to let my brain rest.. and i'm doing abit of chem just to keep everything in my head.. just revision of organic chem and i think i should be prepared at least with foundation knowledge.
whee, holiday holiday holiday
i love the song Only Hope by mandy moore.. its sounds so sweet, and she is kinda pretty, with the right type of hairstyle. and i wanna learn it on the piano. i will after my prelims at least.. and i'll add it to my personal list of songs, The Phantom Of The Opera, Just The Way You Are, Magic Waltz, Love Story... and this will be my fifth, perhaps can u feel the love tonight after that.
i love music!
Sunday, August 5, 2007
mug
successful or not?
i've covered work exponentially over the weekend
dunno how many chapters of bio,
1 hist source based
2 structured essays
1 chapter physics
organic chem for chem
is that good or not eh.. now that prelims are around the corner, i'm at maximum capacity, but dosent seem enough, i just realised focusing too much on bio and hist made me forget all the things i studied for chem earlier!! and i havent touched amath for almost 2 weeks alr!! omg, i'm so dead. lit is as clean as a sheet of paper. maybe i'm not working hard enough! :O
mug mug mug...
i've covered work exponentially over the weekend
dunno how many chapters of bio,
1 hist source based
2 structured essays
1 chapter physics
organic chem for chem
is that good or not eh.. now that prelims are around the corner, i'm at maximum capacity, but dosent seem enough, i just realised focusing too much on bio and hist made me forget all the things i studied for chem earlier!! and i havent touched amath for almost 2 weeks alr!! omg, i'm so dead. lit is as clean as a sheet of paper. maybe i'm not working hard enough! :O
mug mug mug...
Saturday, August 4, 2007
think
sigh, maybe its really cos i'm sick i'm posting so much crap
i dun even know what i'm thinking, or why i'm thinking.
my dad asked me not to think
i need to forget everything!
i need to concentrate on prelims.
i need to sleep.
i dun even know what i'm thinking, or why i'm thinking.
my dad asked me not to think
i need to forget everything!
i need to concentrate on prelims.
i need to sleep.
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
12 more days
12 more days!!!
omg, so fast. how much time has flew by me.. its impossible. my life never felt this short before. the countdown begins for prelims, and i've started studying. but not good enough, i'm not studying fast enough.. i'm still in the wee chapters of the sciences only! i havent even started humanities and math! i must work doubly hard now, "study day and night" quotes Mr. Ng. if i have time to sleep, i have time to study! this pace is just gonna blow me off my feet, i just hope i survive the ordeal without going crazy.
but to slow things down abit for now, relax and chill out yea? haha, i shouldnt be stressing myself all the time. hmm, come to think of it, somehow today didnt seem very good. there was nothing wrong or bad that happened, it just didnt feel good. maybe its just one of those things about my head and imagination again but it just dosent feel right. it has felt like a bad day, a really really terrible day. but come to think of it, i have no idea why i would think so.
i went with a group of drama boys to visit ms cheng today at holland v starbucks. she was late, as usual.. but it was a time of catching up.
i suddenly had an interest in those documentaries shown on arts central every wed night, and that was how half my night was spent anyway, watching the life of ants and bees which i think i thought was boring a few months ago. maybe i'm really turning crazy? no, but its really cool to see how these ants and bees live and survive. so amazing these small creatures seem smarter then me! but i guess not everyone would agree with me, or get fascinated over these things.. maybe i'm really just wierd.. haha.
ok, back to finish chem and bio before i sleep now. funny how i'm just so interested to do chem and bio now, i really find that i cant do math anymore.. .. and that really isnt good news.
omg, so fast. how much time has flew by me.. its impossible. my life never felt this short before. the countdown begins for prelims, and i've started studying. but not good enough, i'm not studying fast enough.. i'm still in the wee chapters of the sciences only! i havent even started humanities and math! i must work doubly hard now, "study day and night" quotes Mr. Ng. if i have time to sleep, i have time to study! this pace is just gonna blow me off my feet, i just hope i survive the ordeal without going crazy.
but to slow things down abit for now, relax and chill out yea? haha, i shouldnt be stressing myself all the time. hmm, come to think of it, somehow today didnt seem very good. there was nothing wrong or bad that happened, it just didnt feel good. maybe its just one of those things about my head and imagination again but it just dosent feel right. it has felt like a bad day, a really really terrible day. but come to think of it, i have no idea why i would think so.
i went with a group of drama boys to visit ms cheng today at holland v starbucks. she was late, as usual.. but it was a time of catching up.
i suddenly had an interest in those documentaries shown on arts central every wed night, and that was how half my night was spent anyway, watching the life of ants and bees which i think i thought was boring a few months ago. maybe i'm really turning crazy? no, but its really cool to see how these ants and bees live and survive. so amazing these small creatures seem smarter then me! but i guess not everyone would agree with me, or get fascinated over these things.. maybe i'm really just wierd.. haha.
ok, back to finish chem and bio before i sleep now. funny how i'm just so interested to do chem and bio now, i really find that i cant do math anymore.. .. and that really isnt good news.
Friday, July 20, 2007
stale experience
only thing i remember today was prefects investiture... somehow, i felt proud of my prefects for once. and i thought i always remembered labelling them as corrupted. but it felt like a grand occasion today. i've attended previous investitures and its different. the feel, the atmosphere all.. should i have been a prefect? neh, i doubt so. i'll just be another dog of the school i guess. and the prefects are typical barker stalkers la... 4 of them stoning outside the girls toilet waiting for the girl prefects from the other schools. so wrong.
i remember sleeping and zonging out too. on the bus, on my bed. i almost missed my bus stop two days in a row. had a nice dinner, cooked by my dad, though i did not ahve much appetide, not sure why.. maybe its all the junk food i ate during lunch..
i did my chem papers :) well, some anyway, i'll do more tmr, and amath too! i sound so enthusiastic? actually, i'm feeling quite lethargic, but i'll still do anyways. i lost to arunan for the chem test :( if he's stupid alr then what does that make me?
i guess i should learn and study WITHOUT the com till prelims... perhaps i can study more, so i'll try, over the weekend, when its the hardest.. no com, full mugging. i'll miss the com though :( and all the songs..
i have a strong feeling something bad happened, but i'm not quite sure what.. i hope it isnt anyways.
i want to feel happy again!
i miss Nadine
i'm sleeping now
nick.
i remember sleeping and zonging out too. on the bus, on my bed. i almost missed my bus stop two days in a row. had a nice dinner, cooked by my dad, though i did not ahve much appetide, not sure why.. maybe its all the junk food i ate during lunch..
i did my chem papers :) well, some anyway, i'll do more tmr, and amath too! i sound so enthusiastic? actually, i'm feeling quite lethargic, but i'll still do anyways. i lost to arunan for the chem test :( if he's stupid alr then what does that make me?
i guess i should learn and study WITHOUT the com till prelims... perhaps i can study more, so i'll try, over the weekend, when its the hardest.. no com, full mugging. i'll miss the com though :( and all the songs..
i have a strong feeling something bad happened, but i'm not quite sure what.. i hope it isnt anyways.
i want to feel happy again!
i miss Nadine
i'm sleeping now
nick.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
prisoned from prison break
OMG! i just realised i missed 2 episodes of prison break alr!! ahhh... sooo not fair :( not enough time to watch tv anymore!
my head's in a blank state now. feeling empty if u knock it... its games day and played chess, came in 5th house... seriously, TCT needs more better sports players. i'm just very sleepy and lethargic. i want to study, must try to perservere... havent seen some ppl online for quite some time, i wonder if something happened that i was unaware of. ahh, i have no energy to go and find that now anyways, let time reveal everything as usual.
nick.
my head's in a blank state now. feeling empty if u knock it... its games day and played chess, came in 5th house... seriously, TCT needs more better sports players. i'm just very sleepy and lethargic. i want to study, must try to perservere... havent seen some ppl online for quite some time, i wonder if something happened that i was unaware of. ahh, i have no energy to go and find that now anyways, let time reveal everything as usual.
nick.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
My All -sigh
I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I'm drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mindand that you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I'm drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mindand that you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight
flash backs
headache headache headache...
its all comming back again. after 1 month, its giving me hell again. my head hurts in excruciating pain now. i don't want it to come back! not now. so many things to remind me of the past, disgrace and embarrasment. its just not fair! please go away please please please. the pain i mean, not the feelings. i can't forget no matter how hard i try. and i did try. you come back in my dreams, how can i escape form that? i still must keep my promise and survive on my own. i just wish you were here to support me. or someone.
help! :(
its all comming back again. after 1 month, its giving me hell again. my head hurts in excruciating pain now. i don't want it to come back! not now. so many things to remind me of the past, disgrace and embarrasment. its just not fair! please go away please please please. the pain i mean, not the feelings. i can't forget no matter how hard i try. and i did try. you come back in my dreams, how can i escape form that? i still must keep my promise and survive on my own. i just wish you were here to support me. or someone.
help! :(
Monday, July 16, 2007
dreams
Back to normal school...
realised how smart i was in chemistry class, i dunno so many questions, so embarrasing, so demoralising. even though i might have beaten arunan for that paper, the feeling still sucks.
there was a time with nads around to comfort me and keep on encouraging me. having faith that i could do better. but i'm stupid.
had chinese listening compre today, didnt listen much, kinda cheated this national exam... more reasons for ppl to look down on me and shake their heads. the only listening i did pay attention to was the pirates 3 soundtrack david lent me! i like it alot though the pirates 1 soundtrack seem nicer. but i still love it.
i had to do a narrative essay on 'the unexpected visitor'. my inspiration came from my dream last night, as i was sleeping, hallucinating.. dreaming. it was a plot of a sort of real life based event, twisted here and there to make it more dramatic. i wonder if i wrote a story for nads, what she would react. the setting was in her house, i could visualise everything, and i was the unexpected visitor... if only things turned out the way the story ended. its sad, but sweet.
sigh, i dream too much
to sum up everything, i slept, ate and did abit of work.
goodnight.
realised how smart i was in chemistry class, i dunno so many questions, so embarrasing, so demoralising. even though i might have beaten arunan for that paper, the feeling still sucks.
there was a time with nads around to comfort me and keep on encouraging me. having faith that i could do better. but i'm stupid.
had chinese listening compre today, didnt listen much, kinda cheated this national exam... more reasons for ppl to look down on me and shake their heads. the only listening i did pay attention to was the pirates 3 soundtrack david lent me! i like it alot though the pirates 1 soundtrack seem nicer. but i still love it.
i had to do a narrative essay on 'the unexpected visitor'. my inspiration came from my dream last night, as i was sleeping, hallucinating.. dreaming. it was a plot of a sort of real life based event, twisted here and there to make it more dramatic. i wonder if i wrote a story for nads, what she would react. the setting was in her house, i could visualise everything, and i was the unexpected visitor... if only things turned out the way the story ended. its sad, but sweet.
sigh, i dream too much
to sum up everything, i slept, ate and did abit of work.
goodnight.
Humdrum :(
Hey you're too true to be good
And I'm too bad to pretend
Transparent and transfixed, I'm uncool
Heart beat you're looking at me
Must stop I'm letting you see
This isn't how I want to be
I have visions like no other
So romantic you'll discover
I wanna take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
(I wanna)
This is every girl's dream
No milk left for your tea
Baby's crying louder than me
Who lost the keys of your car
Sorry that would be me
I'd wake up only I'm not asleep
I have daydreams of another
So romantic you'll discover
I wanna take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
(I wanna)
(I wanna)
I have visions like no other
So romantic you'll discover
I wanna take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
Let me take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
(I wanna)
(I wanna)
Did I say that out loud?
And I'm too bad to pretend
Transparent and transfixed, I'm uncool
Heart beat you're looking at me
Must stop I'm letting you see
This isn't how I want to be
I have visions like no other
So romantic you'll discover
I wanna take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
(I wanna)
This is every girl's dream
No milk left for your tea
Baby's crying louder than me
Who lost the keys of your car
Sorry that would be me
I'd wake up only I'm not asleep
I have daydreams of another
So romantic you'll discover
I wanna take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
(I wanna)
(I wanna)
I have visions like no other
So romantic you'll discover
I wanna take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
Let me take you for granted
Drift while you're talking
Bathe while you're downstairs
And chat on the phone
Fall asleep before bedtime
Pass in the hallway
Forget your birthday
And shrink all your clothes
(I wanna)
(I wanna)
Did I say that out loud?
Sunday, July 15, 2007
OMG!
i didnt know i looked so pretty! :D
wha, look like lucy liu sia...
hah
my ex best friend's birthday today... still remember a friendship card he wrote to me 10 years ago, i'm giving him a birthday letter this year...
nick.
wha, look like lucy liu sia...
hah
my ex best friend's birthday today... still remember a friendship card he wrote to me 10 years ago, i'm giving him a birthday letter this year...
nick.
Friday, July 13, 2007
finale
friday 13th... a day feared by many.
ironically, things went pretty opposite of what people might have believed, on my side. i'm really really tired today, cos i barely had enough sleep, but everything turned out fine in sch, except that i lost a tie...
we had a career forum to give us career advices, most of them are engineers btw.. i want to be a pilot! unfortunately SIA has a minimum height requirement of 1.65... and i think i'm 1.64! :( i asked them for advice on what whld i do abt it.. it is a forum after all yea? this guy said that the SAF were short of fighter pilots, and adviced me to fly cargo planes for the air force for 7 years before i apply to be a commercial pilot for SIA! serious thinking i need...
the rest of the afternoon was done preparing for tonight's show.. it was quite a happening thing trying to find blazer, black shoes and tie... all which i half mindedly didnt have. i needed them to represent barker road collect certs for syf. we broke into prefects room thru those small windows u have on the top end next to the wall to 'borrow' a blazer.. hehe, we all make good theives, except that we left plenty of fingerprints arnd too... must say i look handsome sia, haha.. kiddin.
syf play rocked the world today man! it really felt like the best ever la... the audience were good, they liked our paly so much and prefered it over to the other 4 plays including the gold with honours play!! we should have gotten the honours.. had wonderful supporters, my classmates min yang, ian yang and nigel... acjc buddies ben, candice and their friend.. and ethel and her friend too!! i got a flower frm ben and company, aww so touching :)
then we went back to barker and decided on the new committee for drama. yes, i'm stepping down frm drama@acs officially alr. how sad.. i'll really miss it all. i'm both sad and happy at the same time though. dunno why, cant explain. just a feeling, but i really will miss drama dearly. those lovely juniors made me feel like a star for once by getting me to autograph on their programme booklet. my last time acting, ending off with such a kick.. i would have wanted nads to be there though, through all the excitement, to share the joy and pride..my wonderful experiences.. not the exact right thing to do now anyways, or to even think of it. sigh
met ethel and her friend later at 6th avenue some ice cream shop i forgot the name.. ahh, good comments made me feel high again :) who ever said friday the 13th was bad? this is prolly the best fri 13 i've gotten. praise the lord!!
i really like to thank all the people who have supported me and helped me in every way for today and for drama! i appreciate you guys!!
Opening of 'Ernie's'
Crazy clinic!
Football king!
Superman!
Irvin and Nigel 
ironically, things went pretty opposite of what people might have believed, on my side. i'm really really tired today, cos i barely had enough sleep, but everything turned out fine in sch, except that i lost a tie...
we had a career forum to give us career advices, most of them are engineers btw.. i want to be a pilot! unfortunately SIA has a minimum height requirement of 1.65... and i think i'm 1.64! :( i asked them for advice on what whld i do abt it.. it is a forum after all yea? this guy said that the SAF were short of fighter pilots, and adviced me to fly cargo planes for the air force for 7 years before i apply to be a commercial pilot for SIA! serious thinking i need...
the rest of the afternoon was done preparing for tonight's show.. it was quite a happening thing trying to find blazer, black shoes and tie... all which i half mindedly didnt have. i needed them to represent barker road collect certs for syf. we broke into prefects room thru those small windows u have on the top end next to the wall to 'borrow' a blazer.. hehe, we all make good theives, except that we left plenty of fingerprints arnd too... must say i look handsome sia, haha.. kiddin.
syf play rocked the world today man! it really felt like the best ever la... the audience were good, they liked our paly so much and prefered it over to the other 4 plays including the gold with honours play!! we should have gotten the honours.. had wonderful supporters, my classmates min yang, ian yang and nigel... acjc buddies ben, candice and their friend.. and ethel and her friend too!! i got a flower frm ben and company, aww so touching :)
then we went back to barker and decided on the new committee for drama. yes, i'm stepping down frm drama@acs officially alr. how sad.. i'll really miss it all. i'm both sad and happy at the same time though. dunno why, cant explain. just a feeling, but i really will miss drama dearly. those lovely juniors made me feel like a star for once by getting me to autograph on their programme booklet. my last time acting, ending off with such a kick.. i would have wanted nads to be there though, through all the excitement, to share the joy and pride..my wonderful experiences.. not the exact right thing to do now anyways, or to even think of it. sigh
met ethel and her friend later at 6th avenue some ice cream shop i forgot the name.. ahh, good comments made me feel high again :) who ever said friday the 13th was bad? this is prolly the best fri 13 i've gotten. praise the lord!!
i really like to thank all the people who have supported me and helped me in every way for today and for drama! i appreciate you guys!!
Opening of 'Ernie's'
Crazy clinic!
Football king!
Superman!
Baby Nadine and mummy Estelle :)
Irvin and Nigel Irvin and Brian Sum
CO members
SYF main cast
SYF main cast
back home stuffing my mouth with hor fun now.. hungry but no appeitite.
tired tired tired.
-yawns!-
nick.
tired tired tired.
-yawns!-
nick.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
fired
i just fired my chemistry tuition teacher... i feel so bad, but i really think that he cant teach. maybe my standards are really too high? i dunno. half of me wants to fire him, hte other half reasoned maybe i'm asking for too much. but i did in the end anyway. i'll bury it together with all the other bad experiences i've had now.
missed quite alot of lessons today cos we had to go hwa chong institution to do tech run for tmr's performance. i felt a revolutionary transform in ambience and time there as a took each step further into the primitive looking building like chinese temple. time of the stoneage.. ooh, those sad fellas need to come to barker to see what the word 'modern' is.. heh
had an unhealthy lunch at serene macs.. my mouth still feels of oily french fries... hope i dun get a sore throat tmr. :( then i crahsed in acjc to pass some tics to ben and get abck the $$ he owes me! i got a nice tour arnd acjc too.. my future sch! :D and i took a sneak peak into a math lecture in prog. OMG! if i thought ss classes were BORING, that was worse man. i dun like jc life :(
oh, and i bumped into mummy estelle too and we talked and caught up, after like dunno how long.. only thing that hasent changed abt her is her creativity in tieing her hair with such uniqueness comparable to a toilet brush.. hehe, quite an interesting one this girl is...
was so tired when i came back i slept and zonged out 2 hours straight before dinner. so tired! and guess what? i havent done any work today again! :D how reassuring. prelims starts 0913! one more month :( sighh
:O its getting so late alr.. i hope i have a good performance tmr!
nick.
missed quite alot of lessons today cos we had to go hwa chong institution to do tech run for tmr's performance. i felt a revolutionary transform in ambience and time there as a took each step further into the primitive looking building like chinese temple. time of the stoneage.. ooh, those sad fellas need to come to barker to see what the word 'modern' is.. heh
had an unhealthy lunch at serene macs.. my mouth still feels of oily french fries... hope i dun get a sore throat tmr. :( then i crahsed in acjc to pass some tics to ben and get abck the $$ he owes me! i got a nice tour arnd acjc too.. my future sch! :D and i took a sneak peak into a math lecture in prog. OMG! if i thought ss classes were BORING, that was worse man. i dun like jc life :(
oh, and i bumped into mummy estelle too and we talked and caught up, after like dunno how long.. only thing that hasent changed abt her is her creativity in tieing her hair with such uniqueness comparable to a toilet brush.. hehe, quite an interesting one this girl is...
was so tired when i came back i slept and zonged out 2 hours straight before dinner. so tired! and guess what? i havent done any work today again! :D how reassuring. prelims starts 0913! one more month :( sighh
:O its getting so late alr.. i hope i have a good performance tmr!
nick.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
bedtime class
pretty long and tiring day today. triple emaths was a bedtime class for me. i literally slept thru the entire mock paper. i had 26/80 for it in the end. hehe, what a wonderful A student i am. long days with dots... had some destressing chat after sch with arunan, tims, and few other drama friends gossiping abt each other's personal emotion-love life. i think nth beats my experience la. wonderful memories...
i met ethel opposite serene centre to pass her tics for this fri's syf concert. we talked for quite abit at this ice-cream shop that isnt island creamry. its funny how sch rules actually affect ur personal life outside.. -You cannot meet a friend or a sibling of the opposite sex outside sch with sch uniform on?- so stupid.. i think.
me planned to do amath and lit today. i'm a failure as i still havent done :( so tired alr! but must perservere.. a little lit at least.till 11, then i'll go.
i waaant the weeekend to comeeeeee!
nick.
i met ethel opposite serene centre to pass her tics for this fri's syf concert. we talked for quite abit at this ice-cream shop that isnt island creamry. its funny how sch rules actually affect ur personal life outside.. -You cannot meet a friend or a sibling of the opposite sex outside sch with sch uniform on?- so stupid.. i think.
me planned to do amath and lit today. i'm a failure as i still havent done :( so tired alr! but must perservere.. a little lit at least.till 11, then i'll go.
i waaant the weeekend to comeeeeee!
nick.
Monday, July 9, 2007
subtle smell
i met nads again this evening, after quite some time. some catching up i guess. despite all the tensions, it was still enjoyable in the cool evening breeze, and the fragrance blowing by me. i won't be seeing her for some months now. our meeting ended off with a sealed hug. i'm thankful she gave it. not right for me to say this, but i love you nads. :)
so tiring now.. i'm supposed to do bio or amath. guess thats what i'll try to do now. chem test seemed easy enough. i'm anxious to know if i managed to stay on top of the challange against arunan. haha, no big competition, but its kinda fun and friendly. dosent matter who gets top, at least i tried to study, i guess.
touched on ernie's incredible illucinations again. the play is really off, but trusting the standards of barker ppl, i'm sure the show will be up ready by thurs. then no more acting for the rest of my life.. ahh. both happy and sad to think.
i want more sleeeep!
zzz...
nick.
so tiring now.. i'm supposed to do bio or amath. guess thats what i'll try to do now. chem test seemed easy enough. i'm anxious to know if i managed to stay on top of the challange against arunan. haha, no big competition, but its kinda fun and friendly. dosent matter who gets top, at least i tried to study, i guess.
touched on ernie's incredible illucinations again. the play is really off, but trusting the standards of barker ppl, i'm sure the show will be up ready by thurs. then no more acting for the rest of my life.. ahh. both happy and sad to think.
i want more sleeeep!
zzz...
nick.
Sunday, July 8, 2007
just like any other ordinary day
some interesting websites to go to just to pass your time or if you really have nothing better to do...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63ak3zeX3bU&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35KCpHD_ax0
http://youtube.com/watch?v=DDMi1vAQVXg
hahaha, some humourous videos in japanese with english subtitles. don't be alarmed by the 'hard gay' title... its totally harmless, and i dun watch gays for goodness sake.
'The Core' is a really boring show.
Chem test on macromolecules tmr. i'm not prepared yet.
I'm tired. :(
I hallucinated alot today.. mostly in my afternoon nap, and i was a super hero. well, i wish i were. heh.
i'm studying! i'm studying! i'm trying to study... diva goddess arunan has motivated me to study, cos he wants to challange me in chem and amaths. after that, i suddenly had the inspiration to do my hmwk.. after 2 months of brain dead staring into space. thank you arunan! :D
ok, i'm really tired now.
tata.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63ak3zeX3bU&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35KCpHD_ax0
http://youtube.com/watch?v=DDMi1vAQVXg
hahaha, some humourous videos in japanese with english subtitles. don't be alarmed by the 'hard gay' title... its totally harmless, and i dun watch gays for goodness sake.
'The Core' is a really boring show.
Chem test on macromolecules tmr. i'm not prepared yet.
I'm tired. :(
I hallucinated alot today.. mostly in my afternoon nap, and i was a super hero. well, i wish i were. heh.
i'm studying! i'm studying! i'm trying to study... diva goddess arunan has motivated me to study, cos he wants to challange me in chem and amaths. after that, i suddenly had the inspiration to do my hmwk.. after 2 months of brain dead staring into space. thank you arunan! :D
ok, i'm really tired now.
tata.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
I Still Believe
No, oh No.... Yeah, Yeah ... oh..
You look in my eyes and I get emotional inside
I know it’s crazy, but you still can touch my heart
And after all this time you think that I wouldn’t feel the same
But time melts into nothing, and nothing's changed
I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
I had a dream
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
Each day of my life, I’m filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I,I'm not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp, I'm holding it with both hands
It’s worth the risk of burning, to have a second chance
No, no, no, no, no, no, I need you, baby
I still believe that we can be together, no…
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again, Mmm..
I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again (Oh, baby, yeah)
I had a dream
You and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
I still believe (Ooh, baby, I do)
Someday you and me (Just give me one more try)
In love again
I had a dream (I miss your love)
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
I still believe
Someday you and me(will find ourselves in love...)
You look in my eyes and I get emotional inside
I know it’s crazy, but you still can touch my heart
And after all this time you think that I wouldn’t feel the same
But time melts into nothing, and nothing's changed
I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
I had a dream
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
Each day of my life, I’m filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I,I'm not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp, I'm holding it with both hands
It’s worth the risk of burning, to have a second chance
No, no, no, no, no, no, I need you, baby
I still believe that we can be together, no…
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again, Mmm..
I still believe
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again (Oh, baby, yeah)
I had a dream
You and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
I still believe (Ooh, baby, I do)
Someday you and me (Just give me one more try)
In love again
I had a dream (I miss your love)
Someday you and me
Will find ourselves
In love again
I still believe
Someday you and me(will find ourselves in love...)
Switched
Finally switched blogs... the previous one was too frustrating to handle. friendster blogs ARE laggy and limited in every way. this one seems to have more choice and freedom. so i'll stick to it.
today's live earth day. personally, i do not support it cos its super ironic, the concert would not curb global warming, the amount of rubbish and waste and energy and heat generated from the concert seems to ADD on to global warming. cancelling the concert would probably let the earth live a day longer. so stupid.
time to try to do some studying now.
nick.
today's live earth day. personally, i do not support it cos its super ironic, the concert would not curb global warming, the amount of rubbish and waste and energy and heat generated from the concert seems to ADD on to global warming. cancelling the concert would probably let the earth live a day longer. so stupid.
time to try to do some studying now.
nick.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
pose, prose, compose
one week into school term already which means 5 weeks to prelims. not a very nice thought.. how fast the weeks go by. i'm losing track of all the things going by.
about a week and a half ago, we celebrated tims birthday. it was meant to be a surprise, but think my planning sucks so alot was leaked before he even arrived there.. it was a fun time, only ex thing was a $180 cake which i'm never gonna order again. we watched fantastic four which seemed pretty short and boring. surprising i never fell asleep. but, i dun think i wanna organise anymore birthday parties...
school reopening felt strange. i miss the hols cos i could sleep like a pig. but i enjoyed seeing classmates and laughing and so on. everything in school looked the same, but it didnt feel the same. i thought it would be different, or maybe its just my imagination.
lotsa carnival prep work. stayed out late to buy utensils and materials for my class fine dining french restaurant. if u missed it, too bad you didnt have a chance to boss me around while i was waitering. the whole carnival day was hectic. working nonstop running my ass around frm 9-6. i didnt even eat lunch or have time to rest. the only food i ate was a pinch aglio olio and part of beef steak i stole from the frying pan.. hehe. what a nice way to sample a $100 meal. being a waiter also meant that i had access to the good stuff like wine they served in fine dining. i was hungry k, so anything that was edible was attractive. i helped myself to the wine in the back room and had my own little happy hour with the others. the white wine tasted better though. then we tried to make our own mocktails by mixing wine with milk and coffee and all sorts of drinks. it was funny seeing classmates drunk. very very funny. i havent seen a real drunk person before, but i could not stop laughing when he could not walk straight properly. i'm pretty sure i wasent drunk, i think. stayed up till quite late to help out with cleaning up and all. i got body aches and a dizzy mind after all that.need a looong long break and good rest.
being dizzy felt stress free for quite awhile.. i think i like it. :D
maybe i should try again another day.
nick.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
a taste of english tea
mummy took me out for abit of shopping today. i got a new smart looking jacket cover for my shiny little baby ipod. believe it or not. apple is having a 20% off on all ipods so thats one heck of a deal to get it now. watched oceans 13 but i'd personally really prefer to catch pirates which i've failed to. sigh.
anyways, had dinner in this some poshy old british colonal bungalow place restaurant which was quite an experience... quite a nice quiet little place to enjoy a meal. maybe i might consider commin back one day.. haha, when the occasion arrises. heres some shots of the seafood platter! i tried the oysters but have no opinion on them. me licking my fingers = i guess it was satisfactory.. haha.
there!
hmm,
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MY NEEDS AND WANTS
Adidas sweater that is to my taste
Black leather shoes
Brown long pants
Everlasting contacts
New pair of Jeans
Another pair of good looking shoes
...AND study :( mieh. that means a new brain too this one thinks too much about too many things.. its gonna go crazy sooner or later. maybe it is crazy alr? ;D
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