shhh

i must do well for my other subjects now! i must get a 1 for bio. MUST! i'm so obscessed with that. i've studied so hard for it. i must get a 1. i will get a 1 cos i wanna be a doctor. i've wasted almost 6 good hours sleeping away cos i didnt have the mood. omg, whats wrong with me! i don't care, i'll shut myself out and intensive bio tonight all the way. if theres anything that i can get a 1, its bio. because bio is my everything now.

chanting chanting bio bio...

no music, no computer for 2 whole hours... i'll not sleep if i touch these. i dun even know why i'm on the computer now... i should be studying without it during prelims.. urgh, stupid stupid stupid.