12 more days

12 more days!!!

omg, so fast. how much time has flew by me.. its impossible. my life never felt this short before. the countdown begins for prelims, and i've started studying. but not good enough, i'm not studying fast enough.. i'm still in the wee chapters of the sciences only! i havent even started humanities and math! i must work doubly hard now, "study day and night" quotes Mr. Ng. if i have time to sleep, i have time to study! this pace is just gonna blow me off my feet, i just hope i survive the ordeal without going crazy.

but to slow things down abit for now, relax and chill out yea? haha, i shouldnt be stressing myself all the time. hmm, come to think of it, somehow today didnt seem very good. there was nothing wrong or bad that happened, it just didnt feel good. maybe its just one of those things about my head and imagination again but it just dosent feel right. it has felt like a bad day, a really really terrible day. but come to think of it, i have no idea why i would think so.

i went with a group of drama boys to visit ms cheng today at holland v starbucks. she was late, as usual.. but it was a time of catching up.

i suddenly had an interest in those documentaries shown on arts central every wed night, and that was how half my night was spent anyway, watching the life of ants and bees which i think i thought was boring a few months ago. maybe i'm really turning crazy? no, but its really cool to see how these ants and bees live and survive. so amazing these small creatures seem smarter then me! but i guess not everyone would agree with me, or get fascinated over these things.. maybe i'm really just wierd.. haha.

ok, back to finish chem and bio before i sleep now. funny how i'm just so interested to do chem and bio now, i really find that i cant do math anymore.. .. and that really isnt good news.