the question

i've just talked to my form teacher on advice on whether i should re take chinese. i really dunno what i want. i hate these kinda decisions where i'm trapped inbetween so many things. it makes me feel so indecisive. and the stupid dateline is tomorrow! i mean, i dun wanna take chinese anymore. it seemed like a century ago since i last wrote a chinese word. but now i got a 6! my parents say no harm in retaking as its very safe if i can do better. i'm pressured on both sides now. its true theres incentives to retake. but its battling inside me whether i should or not. half says yes, the other says no. i need to talk to my chinese teacher tommorow. i've let my chinese teachers down.. really.