flash backs

headache headache headache...

its all comming back again. after 1 month, its giving me hell again. my head hurts in excruciating pain now. i don't want it to come back! not now. so many things to remind me of the past, disgrace and embarrasment. its just not fair! please go away please please please. the pain i mean, not the feelings. i can't forget no matter how hard i try. and i did try. you come back in my dreams, how can i escape form that? i still must keep my promise and survive on my own. i just wish you were here to support me. or someone.

help! :(