dreams

Back to normal school...

realised how smart i was in chemistry class, i dunno so many questions, so embarrasing, so demoralising. even though i might have beaten arunan for that paper, the feeling still sucks.

there was a time with nads around to comfort me and keep on encouraging me. having faith that i could do better. but i'm stupid.

had chinese listening compre today, didnt listen much, kinda cheated this national exam... more reasons for ppl to look down on me and shake their heads. the only listening i did pay attention to was the pirates 3 soundtrack david lent me! i like it alot though the pirates 1 soundtrack seem nicer. but i still love it.

i had to do a narrative essay on 'the unexpected visitor'. my inspiration came from my dream last night, as i was sleeping, hallucinating.. dreaming. it was a plot of a sort of real life based event, twisted here and there to make it more dramatic. i wonder if i wrote a story for nads, what she would react. the setting was in her house, i could visualise everything, and i was the unexpected visitor... if only things turned out the way the story ended. its sad, but sweet.

sigh, i dream too much

to sum up everything, i slept, ate and did abit of work.

goodnight.