Countdown

The year is finally ending! so fast. it really did seem like yesterday when i remembered it was the end of last year. Alot of things have changed, so fast, so much. i guess i shall write some things to wrap up the year into memories. 2007.

hmmz, what can i say? O's are one lot of history for me now, heh. Secondary school is really gonna be memories now, though it wasent particuarly a sweet ending, i'm kinda glad everyting's all Over and that i'm gonna write a new chapter of my life. I'll miss all the fun i had, and everything precious. It is this reason i guess all the more i'll look forward to the new year.

Haha, ok enough rubbish, I had this really horrible nightmare last night. For awhile i thought it was real, then i realised i dozed off.. how stupid. I hate all these kinda wierd dreams i get. Not fun at all.

Backtracking afew days. I've finally turned 16!!! :D My drama friends really gave me a memoriable party, one that i would not forget. They actually made me believe they FORGOT my birthday so i went out with my other friends instead and it so happened that ALL of them were collaborating some nonsence to surprise me. I spent the afternoon in the beach at sentosa playing volleyball and frisbee. I LOVE the beach! especially the sand running through your toes. its such a nice and smooth feeling, though sand is supposed to be coarse and rough. And i got thrown into the sea too.. clap clap. Its not too bad la.. i just hate sand getting into my hair, and my hair tasting disgustingly salty! And I'm still not legal ENOUGH to start drinking cocktails yet. Stupid waitress at the bar. hmph! But anyways they all gave me a GREEN crumpler which i love alot, a $20 kinokuniya voucher, a shirt from bangkok.. and actually there are more i havent collected! haha. I love all my friends! :)

A special tribute, i would just like to say Thank You Tims, Ben, Prash, Ethel, Diane, Vinodh, Cecilia, Amiel, Kenny, Joel, Kenneth, Candice, Wesley, David, Arunan, Xiaojia!
Thank you all for making my birthday so memorial!
16 most beloved
16 members on the hall of fame for my 16th birthday! :)
Guess thats why they call it sweet 16!

I just have the urge to confess out something which not everyone knows i think. I read this post off my friend's blog and i thought it made so much sense. It's so strange when everyone in sec sch suddenly start to have their own crushes and infactuation. I too had my fair share of all that crap.. haha. But honestly, I've only fallen in love once. I'm not so sure if another case would be considered my second time, but i guess i'll just let time unfold out everything. Well, i'm not some playboy or whatever you maybe thinking off. Infact, i was like totally shut out of these kinda things in sec 1 and 2.. until proberbly half way thorugh sec 3 when i went on a school trip combined with MG to japan. i guess that was a turning point in my social life and love life. Its not a nice sweet fairytale story ending if you thought it was. It never really lasted long enough. 6 months i would say isnt a very long time. It was not easy to get over it. I guess i wasent really cut out for this kinda stuff then. But then, i 've learnt a very valuable lesson too. i quote from prash..

simply put,when your in love,we teenagers have the idea of love to be as such-
1)if he/she cant go out regularly,we become depressed.
2)you are everything.like we go out with the person everyday.let me emphasize everyday.you think your love's world revolves around you and you only?you think he/she has no friends?think.

i realised that i am a part of someone's life, not the whole thing. Even though they may be the whole part of my life.. haha. But i guess i've learnt this really important lesson, i hope i dun make the same mistake i did again.

Well, the new year would be like in just an hour or so. I wished i could have gone out today. But i've been going out alittle too much lately. Sadly i still have my free movie voucher from GV for my birthday which i HAVENT used :( and it expires today.. wow. I'm so sad la, i didnt catch any movies this holiday. Oh well, but i stayed at home and watched Pride and Prejudice and Terminater 3 instead. I have to say Pride and Prejudice is quite a sweet and touching show. I like it! Wonder why i never watched it before. And i finally swam again! Like after so long. haha, i didnt swim since my O's ended cos it was raining everyday throughout the holiday.. so annoying, and when its not raining the pool will be FULL of people which is so annoying and it makes me not wanna swim. But its my form of destress i guess.. I dun have to think about anything when i'm swimming except to stick out my head to breathe!

Okay, last paragraph!
I really wish everyone all the best for the upcomming year, i know it would be a blessed year which more good things would happen.
God bless you and your family richly and may you grow stronger and wiser in the years to come.
I'll really treasure all the friendships i have and i do hope that i would not lose any of the awesome friendships i have now but instead our the friendship grow stronger. I hope that we can build and share good memories in the comming year and have as much fun as possible! And i'm really sorry if i've been or i am such an ass at some times. Please forgive me! :D

Love you all!
nick.